How do I make effing eff?

I have now lost any and all reason to stay in Florida. It is the stale state of self-contempt. What kept me going here, what kept me trying is all but gone. If it weren’t for the few friends I have left and the thought of graduate school keeping me here, I would have left a long time ago. Time to plan a trip out west and visit some family, and maybe a new place to live.